“I’m having problems breathing and with some panicky stuff – there have been differing points of view about it. Is this an indication of a healing gift coming up for me that I cannot yet see? (In other words, NOT physical?)” -Dillion
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I believe physical issues and energetic issues are intertwined. You can treat either the physical or emotional causes, and both provide relief. Often, a dual approach is best anyway.
The idea you can’t “catch your breath,” that you cannot safely rest, is related to security. As in, you feel responsible for everyone else’s security! You are always on the end of a very long list. It’s your family at the center of this, with you trying to make sure they are okay. You’re totally the savior, the rescuer. It seems like you can never slow down.
Feeling the need to clean up other people’s messes when you have no control over the decisions that create the messes is kicking your ass here. Your well is dry, you know? Because there is so little left over to replenish. You don’t even worry about taking care of yourself at this point. You worry that if you get to the point you cannot continue to hold your family up, they will fall.
You need better boundaries. What you give has to come out of what’s left over AFTER you give to you. Anything short of this, you are running the risk of compromising yourself to the point all those balls in the air will eventually fall. YOU are your own closest family member, m’dear. You feed everyone else, and there is endless need. You are starving.
Serve yourself first. Always first. That’s not selfish. It’s self-preservation. And when you limit what you give out to the masses, you’ll find that it encourages your family to call upon alternative solutions some of the time. Everybody becomes better off for it. You don’t have to solve all the problems. You just have to solve yours. Support for the family is much easier when you’ve set limits and are well fed and rested yourself.
Hope that’s helpful and much love to you! ♥
