Do you have one? What call do you heed, even when you know it’s not in your best interests? What lures you, even when it costs way too much, even when it makes you like—or respect—yourself a little less, if you let yourself think about it much?
Yeah. Sorry ‘bout being such a buzzkill, man.
I don’t mean you have to stop. Free will, always.
But acknowledge it for God’s sakes! Calculate the cost, know it’s a decision and quit pretending it’s “that which doesn’t exist if I hide my eyes.” We’re not three anymore.
In that act right there, you buy back a little of your power.
I’m kind of big on that “holding on to your power” thing. It comes in handy.
Then, it becomes a conscious act—and whether or not you should do something about it, whether it’s going to trip you up in other important areas of your life, whether it gives you as much pleasure/relief/reward to continue…okay. That’s up to you.
Sorry I’m dissing on your denial.
Damn. I don’t really want to take this advice. Har!
Is this some advice you will be taking?
The Zombie Tarot: An Oracle of the Undead
P.S. You can still get a Zodiac Forecast reading for 2013(house-by-house). And HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
I can think of no better day to set your intention toward sweeping out self-destructive patterns and habits than today
Happy New Year, Dixie
Coffee…need more coffee.
On the up side we make it pretty weak unlike Turkish coffee.
I gave up smoking a while back when they raised the taxes on it too high for us.
My husband. I had this epiphany 15 minutes ago when I took him lunch and he well… made it clear I’d have to work harder to keep us an “us”. I realized it’s more than love. It’s addiction that keeps me killing myself to make this work.
Then I check Dixie’s card, in the driveway listening to the rain outside the car. I do not want to leave and am full of love too. I’ve walked away from things I love before though when they made me feel as trapped as I do right now … and stupid since I’ve worked so hard and somehow still fail to fix everything. Bleh.
Sorry…it just happened so am still raw and conflicted.
Hug, Garnet. It’s very, very raw out there right now. ♥