“I am feeling that a transformation or major change is needed and would like insight on the direction of this change. Thank you very much.” -Mist
I’ll be glad see what Tarot has to say.
Short Answer: You’re close to letting go to a very old pain, likely one that you thought you’d released or gotten over some time ago. For clues as to how this uncompleted grief process is limiting your life at present, look for old journals that you kept around the time of this loss and when the pain was most pronounced. You’ll likely find some assumptions about reality and how the world works based on this period that limit your life now. Question them!
Hope that is helpful, m’dear.